Thursday, August 28, 2008
{ 12:48 AM }
i'm in the library right now(: hahaas! life is so bored here..ahhh..i feel like dying! everyday i'm reaching home so late and i'm not doing any revision at all! like what's my problem right? ok. i'm going to start now. right..now. oh. i came across a nice new song called thunder. very nice(:
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
i miss 4 harmony! queen! bi! the rubbish suite! tec! mr soon! i miss chung cheng!!!!!
and i'm feeling just like that
Saturday, August 16, 2008
{ 8:26 AM }
One step at a time by Jordan Sparks[Verse 1]Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
[Bridge]You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus]We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
[Verse 2]You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
[Bridge]You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus]We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in loveIt's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
[Verse 3]When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus]Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
[Chorus]One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
this song is so meaningful! we must really take thing one step at a time. dont rush. everything will work out in God's pressence. he knows what's best for us and he'll do his best to provide for us. just try your best and leave the rest to him. jia you everyone(:(:(:
Saturday, August 02, 2008
{ 5:01 AM }
i dont know how should i feel about you all. sigh. life is so short i find..so short that i feel that i'm wasting my life away now. i shouldnt care about what people think of me and how they feel about me. i am who i am. if you hate me, it's your problem, nothing to do with me anyways. besides, i dont see a problem with me. maybe i'm quite the introvert person that you people dont know. sometimes, it's not as though i dont like talking to people. it's just that i dont know how to start talking. you know, i'm not transparent. you cant pretend you didnt see me can you? or maybe my pressence really doesnt matter to anyone. now i thought of narayan's words. we are born into this world alone and no matter how many friends, family members and partners we have, in the end, we'll all leave the world alone. when you're fighting a war with no comrades, you're all alone. yes, i am. sigh..i miss my past): again. why am i always like that. i spent almost half of my life in the pressence of my grandma, uncle meng, muncho and nurdi. and now, they are all gone. it's like almost half my life gone. the memories are taken away by them as they leave. those feelings and emotions, are burnt by the fire, buried by the sand and blown by the wind. i dont know why they are gone when i need them most. i have no confidence in being who i am now. theodora, you're such a failure who cant face your present. get a life girl.
